. >> reporter: so they hold mass where they can, in their own homes, and noncatholic churches, ministeringl, female congregation who say the church is not meeting their needs. >> if you had a meeting with the pope, if you could see pope benedict, what would you say to him? >> i'm not sure i'd like to have a meeting with this pope just because i don't think he's very open and that's a huge road block. >> reporter: it's the kind of spiritual road block that she is trying to remove. and the catholic church is resisting. is it up to god? >> i think it is up to god. and i think god has said to me you can be ordained. >> so how important is this movement? i asked our vatican analyst john allen. this is what he told me. he said, you look at the poll numbers, large numbers of catholics support the ordination of priests. at the same time most catholics aren't willing to follow these women until the church gives its blessing. i've asked if these priests would ever be recognized in the eyes of the church in their lifetime, all of them said sadly and emphatically, no. >> but they consider themselves p