even if you know the american look at invention then i said what i said i was not prepared i said norman swan and that's how i see myself that's not. i don't know how to say the english but it's not that i did i want people think he things he says is unknown but he knows he's special and i whatever that's not like this i'm completely because i think about myself as a complete a normal person i have so many questions still much more than answers means how can it could i be special how could i be exceptional so i know a bit more a little bit more about football than. some other people that's true it doesn't make me a special person it was in me only luck because 500 years ago with that i could have slept in the street so with that knowledge and i'm a really lucky person that my best skill is needed somehow. and that's what i appreciate every. single day i know hockey coaches they work i work a lot they work 5 times more than i do and earn 4 percent of what i earn so i'm not a happy person i would be really crazy but i'm smart enough not to westmead that not to think them all as i did because it