so when you think about hope or think about doing things in northern rwanda, building a hospital therestarting the first cancer center in central -- in rural africa, i think that it is about hope. it's about trying not to be socialized for scarcity to assume that if you're working with people living in poverty, well, the second best or third best will have to do. and that happens a lot, i think, in haiti is everywhere -- and everywhere. we lower our expectations for poor people in the united states, we lower our expectations for poor people everywhere. so the relationship between the failures of imagination that come when you're dealing with scarce resources and that town to me is that after the earthquake we'd already decided we were going to build a hospital. -- we were going to build a hospital you were in on that discussion, a community hospital. after the earthquake so many people said we want to help out in haiti. you were there that day, i know, we should build a teaching hospital outside of port-au-prince because the teaching infrastructure had been destroyed, you know? i think