karen was rushed to kingsmill hospital in nottinghamshire at the end of march., really striking, and quite moving. i remember being wheeled into icu and that's all i remember. it was horrible. it's just... saying goodbye, i couldn't even speak to the children that morning because they just told me they didn't know whether i'd survive or not. karen was sedated, put on a ventilator. her life, in the balance. i've been a trauma nurse almost a0 years so i'm used to dealing with that stuff but it was an absolute warzone, yes, definitely. linda was part of the intensive care team that looked after karen. she's also her neighbour and friend. every day, she'd bring in messages from karen's family. although she can't recall these conversations, i do think she heard them, i do. she would hold my hand and i would say to her, "i've seenjohn, i've seen the children, they've gone for a walk, they're gone to the park, they look really happy. " she would always squeeze my hand. karen spent two weeks in intensive care. when i came round, they asked me when i spoke to my family a