nurul took great care of her and made her so happy. we were very lucky to have found nurul. but even after finding him, we still lost him. and i cannot protest to allah or ask why he took my daughter. it is all his will. no matter what i do-- if i cry, if i scream-- i can't bring her back, and so i have to accept that that is allah's will. >> it was the darkest day in my life, loneliest day in my life, most horrifying day in my life. when i looked through that window towards the statue of liberty and i saw that plane coming towards me, i was numb. this monstrous plane looking at me like, "i'm taking you." part of the 82nd floor collapsed, all the walls are knocked flat. i was screaming, crying, and praying out loud, "lord, help me! please, send somebody!" >> and i heard this "bang, bang, bang, bang! bang, bang, bang! help, help!" >> i felt like this strange force came over me, this power that i've never felt before. and i looked at this wall, and i started to hit and punch and kick. and i busted a little hole, and brian said, "i see your hand!" >> and i was able to grab onto