nyway, those are the things that i remember and being most memorable on that day. >> thanks. one point i'd make, if you go to that video we showed a few minutes ago and this camaraderie we referred to is the emotions that these men feel when they retell their stories. you saw at the end of that video, really comes to life when they go back and tell their story over again and the feelings that they had for the men that they were serving with, it really comes forth and they recall that very, very vividly. it is such an important aspect of what our military forces are all about, particularly in those kinds of situations. let me pursue this notion of fear just a little bit more. we all feel apprehension in one or the other circumstances. we've all probably had some significant situation we've been involved in where we were afraid of something. nothing can compare to the magnitude of the situation that these men faced and their fellow honor recipients as well as the men and women that they were with. but tell me, expand a little bit upon how you -- what you felt in terms of fear,