tavis: when you shine the light of odessa, texas, there were things that odessa had to face about itself that it might not like so much. -- buzz shines aatwhen does light on himself, what did you see that you were not happy with? >> i saw the price that i paid for ambition, the price that i paid for the need for success. i came from a family where power was assumed. i came into that from a very young age, five or six. i could not get off the track. i am still on the track now. it was my addictio that is how i define myself. but like any addiction, you never get enough. you always want more. as a result, in my head a lot. i brewed a lot. i compare myself to others a lot. that will create distance from your children, and particularly when you have a job as severe mental disabilities. it is hard to get through to him. tavis: how did zach's challenges impact his brother? and how would you describe the difference in your relationships with either? >> there is no question that my relationship with jerry was either -- easier. i love both boys, but jerry and i could have conversations. i made da

odessa king talked about the drowning of her son and the video of the l.a.officers brutally abusing him from 1991. she said she last spoke to her son the friday night before he died. he said he was coming up to visit her. now she is hoping foul play wasn't involved. >> i don't know. and i haven't heard the record. so i basically don't know. i can't say. i would want to think the best. >> king's mother says she believes her son used drugs as a coping mechanism. >>> in tonight's consumer alert, if you're looking for a place to vent about your credit card company, there is now a place for that. it's an online data base of credit card complaints. now this website, which is run by the consumer financial protection bureau lets you see all the kinds of complaints that have been filed against banks that issue credit cards. you can also search by zip and find out how banks responded to those complaints. now the agency says it is going to use this information to track and identify potential problems like a car that carries some hidden fees. >>> more airline passengers

we went from milwaukee, chicago, then to odessa, texas. the trip was bumpy at first.uch. there were moments of frustration because of the way he thinks. i've never had a real conversation with him, but the deeper we got in, the more beautiful. >> it seems the turning point was a theme park ride. >> it was. we went to six flags outside of st. louis. he loves roller coasters, the rush, the feel. the problem is, i got to go on them. i don't know why i did this. there was something called dragon's wing. you're hoisted through a crane 153 feet high and then bungee jump. i said do you want to do it and he said, yeah. i tried to talk him out of it. we did it. i was scared to death, but we were clushing each other arm to arm and it got tighter and tighter and tighter. it was the most beautiful, physical moment i've ever had with my son because when he was a baby, i could never hold him. he was in the hospital for seven and a half months. there was also a tube coming out. always something come out of his body and so this was my moment of clutching my baby and it was physically