and he explained what it was like and he became oney of my go twos. >> there's a moment in time whenou can merge what you bring to the mix what you bring on the job, was evolutionary for you, was there a particular moment when you felt about this, i really can do this. >> you would be surprised but to this day i never feel that i've done it, i always felt that i am doing the information of the public and as honestly as i can, i tell you right now that satisfaction with my own words is never something i have felt, i always had a sense that it could be a lot better and i try harder, but i say to you that when i was in moscow for the first time as a reporter which was may 1960, i did feel like coming together of the knowledge that i have accumulated about russia, the language in the history, that i had been picking up in college and graduate school and working at the u.s. embassy in moscow in 1956, seven and the requirements of taking that knowledge and putting it into a radio spot a minute and a half television spots and somehow another despite the compression still to convey the reali