now on you're not allowed to report what is being found in the street, you're not allowed report ople missi, you' not aowedo rert a gun battles, we said, "well, put it in writing for us." they sent it to us in writing, but with no signature or anything like that. so we decided that we would go ahead and report as much as we could, because nobody else was doing it. that was one of the reasons. it was so important. from the very start, one realized the most terrible things were happening there, and the argentine people were not being informed about it. and so this small newspaper, tiny english community newspaper, english languag community, with lots of international readers and lots of argentine readers, and the newspaper had a reputation for telling the truth... they still say it in argentina. they say it's the newspaper that reports in english what the other newspapers cover up in spanish. so there was a realization that this was a tradition that we were continuing. and so i went out to become a reporter again, to find out what was going... what was actually happening. i couldn't send anyb