such person next to him or he i wasn’t looking for such a person, although we used to often go to optina pustynw. i asked there about the generation or whether it is connected with creativity, because that’s how it seems to me, god knows, maybe i ’m deceived, but it seems to me that this is my path, for example, it’s quite standard, that is, at the end of school - this is russian literature, this is dostoevsky, how you start thinking there for the first time, then it’s just the end of the eighties that they start publishing russian... philosophers we didn’t know, and you start reading about the gospel, about the church and the gospel itself, and then at some point in my life it was just a man, we were taught, by the way, from the conservatory he taught us the history of music and... and he’s just casual , he told us about music ancient india there or something otsteki there may there latin america this is pinatli chelitli this is the whole history of musical instruments, i still remember the name, and we asked him something about something, the word church sounded, he was fasting, now i underst