sorry to put it crudely but owen paterson had clearly broken the rules, the system said he had broken you said, "well, let's just rewrite the rules, then!" look, i absolutely recognise that i got that wrong and i misjudged the mood of the house and of the british electorate. i'm afraid myjudgement was made purely and simply because i thought a man whose wife had committed suicide had been punished harshly enough, and that was it. and i'm sorry that i made a mistake and that i made things worse for owen, rather than better. but it is hard to think of a worse punishment for anybody. and that made me think the suspension was disproportionate and that influenced all my decision—making on that. it wasn't political calculation, it was human sympathy. and do you look back at the period you've had as leader and say mistakes were made? i mean, you were punished with ridicule, partly, but you might think worse than that, abuse, for being seen to loll on the green benches of the house of commons. do you regret that? well, that — unfortunately, that was very traditional. if you look at all that t