. >> i know it's a view this is a pa paranowia. >> the pain and suffering of african-american historicallyping empathy. i think what racism has done is it has stripped african-american people from being beings to being things. >> he says kd stemming from lives lost on video. 32-year-old kimmed in the car with his girlfriend and daughter. there was elton sterling. and rice, too many others, faces who may not have made the news in these cases many of the officer who's killed them went free without a conviction. >> it's like well, whose next. >> ej's father mike knows there's only so much he can control. >> you feel powerless. like you can't do anything about it. >> he feels his life isn't valued. it's your fault america. it pisses me off. >> conversations she says families must have. >> topic of teaching kids how to talk to cops. the white manager said no why do i have to talk to my kid s about that. i'm like exactly why should i have to talk to my son about that. the double standard in the united states sickens me. it really does. >> i wish you knew how it felt to feel like your child is an