piano music plays padua eaton was offered a place at elmhurst aged 11, in 2008.the days. yeah. there�*s lots of times where i didn�*t. 0r didn�*t care if i did. piano music plays padua eaton was offered a place at elmhurst aged 11, in 2008. i remember having a calendar on my wall, and counting down the days. yeah. to dance and attend a famous ballet school was all she�*d ever wanted. it felt like you were stepping into another character and could escape reality. but she says her dream soon started to crumble. around 14, 15, i started getting depressed. and is that a problem? it's a problem to them... ..but in the real world, it's normal. padua started to struggle with her mental health. she had been a star pupil, and school management put in measures to support her, including extra breaks to help manage her panic attacks. so, even though i was allowed these breaks, it was difficult to actually get them. "do you really need to go now?" "should you go? " "can you just stay? just stay. " my mental health problems were annoying for them. that's how i felt... ..like i