patrick swayze's video gave her first tv interview since swayze died and opened up about patrick's finalnd revealed a bombshell secret about their marriage. first i want you to hear how lisa described his final days and when he gave in to the cancer. >> he was very comfortable. >> he had sufficient drugs? >> yeah. it was a strange, difficult transition from trying to make him better to try to make comfortable. very, very hard to do. >> from the ones you try to make comfortable, you have given up the fight. >> yeah. >> rachel, it sounds heart wrenching. >> gut wrenching. these two were the golden couple in hollywood. together for about 37 years. every loss is tragic, but this was definitely a huge loss for their families and everyone in the industry and fans around the world. >> she seems like a very, very strong woman and i'm sure his absence is gut wrenching. in a bombshell confession, lisa confessed to oprah their 34 year marriage was not all roses. in 2003 they separated for a whole year because of patrick's alcohol problem. >> he had drinking issues and very dark thoughts. he's an am

suzanne's stunning apology to patrick swayze. she made a shocking link between his death and his chemotherapy. larry king asked sommers about that. >> what did you say about patrick sidewaysy and where did you say it? >> don't go anywhere. you don't want to miss her answer. >> bad news for oprah. "showbiz tonight" breaks big news about oprah winfrey and her weight loss advice. i don't think oprah is going to like what we are about to reveal. is oprah really working with jennifer aniston for jen's own talk show? would you watch it? we are on the case. >>> defending the balloon boy dad. the remarkable claim today that we should actually feel sorry for him. what the heck is that all about? does anyone really buy it? >> more stories from the "showbiz tonight" newsroom making news right now. >> you are watching "showbiz tonight" on hln. watch the bottom of your screen for more nonstop, compelling and provocative news from showbiz tonight. >>> welcome back to "showbiz tonight." i'm a.j. hammer. >> i'm brooke anderson. suzanne sommers's

tonight, suzanne somers' explosive out of the blue apology to patrick swayze. just days after patrick lost his battle to pancreatic cancer somers made a startling link between chemotherapy and patrick's death, basically blaming the treatment and not the deadly cancer for patrick's death. with me in hollywood tonight is kim serafin, a senior editor with "in touch weekly." and in new york tonight, marvette britto, a celebrity publicist and brand strategist. ladies, listen to what suzanne, a breast cancer survivor herself, said last month just days after patrick swayze died. quote, they took this beautiful man and they basically put poison in him. why couldn't they have built him up nutritionally and gotten rid of the toxins in his body? cnn's larry king asked suzanne point-blank why she made such a disturbing statement. listen. >> larry: you said that -- what did you say about patrick swayze and where did you say it? >> at tom ford's private party. i shouldn't have said it. but now that you know this story, i was just so raw from my chemotherapy experience, so raw

. >> and they are men that could easily play women as opposed to the late great patrick swayze. remember he could not play a woman? >> you are attracted to the wrong wilfred brimly. >> greg: if this trend continues and women continue to go for feminine men. inevaninevansinevitably won't e attracted to women? >> this is about gender equality, okay. for decades, you know, men have always been accused of liking younger women and now women, you know, feel free to chase lolitasmen instead of loestrin we now have lolitos which is an important part of your breakfast. >> greg: that is like a lime flavored dorito. you know who i miss? >> that looks like leonardo decaprio. >> i want to know who the sample is. i don't know one woman who likes a girly man. >> greg: can i have another picture of ron ely? >> it gets better. >> continue, andrea. >> that is a real man. women like real men. but i do want to build on the gender equality point. i think for the last 40 years women have been fighting for their rights and now they get them and now they are on an equal playing field and there is a lot

. >>> patrick swayze's wife speak out for the first time since his death six weeks ago.he was married to him for 34 years and there was a part of her that believes she will see him again. she spoke at a grief conference in california and said she is relying on close friends to get her through such a painful time. just a few minutes ago we teamed up with more magazine to reveal the top 10 women in hollywood to makeover 40 look fabulous. we asked you who you thought should be on the list. what a great response we got here. a few of the comments we received, elizabeth r. rights sandra bullock because she looks so fresh and seems so youthful. jennifer aniston and court no cox. older ladies, but wonderful. you can follow us on twitter for breaking entertainment news alerts. sign up at c cnn.com/showbiztonig cnn.com/showbiztonight. here's what's coming up at the bottom of the hour. andre agassi's shocking drug confession and speaking out about using crystal meth and levi johnston's secrets about sarah palin. >> if she is going to say stuff about me, i will leak things on her.

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