. >> patty austin. dee dee bridgewater.re was so many of them. >> and herbie of course very much involved in that for years. when you're on stage and you're a youngster -- >> freaking out. i was absolutely freaking out. i was freaking out. i had to -- i had to say jazz, this is a gig, don't think about them because if you think about them you're going to lose it and drop the ball. just think of it as you're performing in new york just like you normally do, don't worry about it. otherwise i definitely would not have won. >> that's a lot of intimidation. tell me about a social call. tell me about this project. >> well, it is entitled a social call for a reason. it definitely is a social call. my thinking is that my grandmother she said this -- i say say this because her spirit is still alive for me, you are responsible for the generation before you and the generation after you. so i took that to mean my children and my mother's generation. so that means i have to reach forward and push my children but i also have to reach bac