i'm like, yo, that's paul dixon. i know him. >> estrada was surprised that dixon who has gone to jail numerous times before was so distressed. >> i'm not saying he's faking but sometimes you do stress out in here. some people are not built for this. >> he's going through some stress of his own. several weeks earlier he pled guilty to aggravated manslaughter for killing an 88-year-old world war ii veteran. he was described by his family as a vibrant and active great-grandfather. >> i don't want to go to hell for what happened. i'm really afraid. you kn, i don't wa to spend the rest of my eternity in hell. what happened was i was smoking angel dust and i ended up in one of my fr graie'sfather's house. it was like, it gets you really paranoid and i went crazy and lost my mind. i went into the kitchen and i grabbed a pen to hit him twice or three times. the velocity of it was so fast, it was so hard that the pot itself was bent. it was bent in. i heard him yell, turned around and i started running and i remember the only