>> you know, i remember seeing an interview with paul newman many years ago, where he was asked, youoanne woodward for all this time. he says, you know, the answer was something like, as it turns out, we're still in love with each other. as it turns out, i ended up in haiti at a moment where -- i didn't intend to stay there for a long time, but at a moment, with a team of people who recognized gaps. we were very quickly learning about things we hadn't previously experienced and we saw that we could be useful. my organization now employees 1,000 people day, 300 permanent staff, and we're 95, 96% haitian, the staff. so i -- increasingly, i am a bystander, an observer in a haitian organization, that while an ngo, is really modelled to be moving towards absorbing itself into -- first of all, total haitian leadership and so on, but the training implementation that's going on- >> it's hard, isn't it? it was hard before this happened. it's tough battle. everyone salutes you, sean, for the stuff you do. i like the fact you are sounding more optimistic than the last time, the way the grass is