you should not have been the one that the deal was made for, it should have been paul whalen or someoneessentially he sicced the maga mob on you. >> yeah, no, i was already being used as a pawn, and then to turn around and publicly be used almost be used again as a pawn, you know, here in the states with his administration, you know, it was disheartening. it was like, wow, really, at my lowest moment you want to use this as a game, or when it doesn't work, now you want to flip it. like really, really, guy? come on. >> eventually, you did get liberation. you got freedom. talk about that moment when you realized a deal has been made. >> i was very happy. very happy. i will never forget ann coming to get me from the prison or from my workshop and telling me, you're going home. you're leaving. i was thrilled but then scared also because it could fall apart at any moment. and then also happy because i'm like, okay, maybe it's me and paul's turn now. when i get on this plane, you know, hopefully we're both on this plane. you know, when trevor went home, paul wasn't able to go. and i wasn't ab