paul wilkinson: she was a beautiful person, wasn't she?osing voices] james bryant: what's the matter, man? huh? what's up, man? huh? what's up? come here. come here. come here. good boy. the va told me i needed to get something that i would enjoy doing, especially for all of us that are being diagnosed with ptsd. and so this gives me the therapy that i need. humans will deceive you. they won't. and you have to treat them nice because they know the difference. goodbye. goodbye. goodbye. goodbye. my whole goal was, ok, when i left vietnam, the war is over, so i'm through fighting, and i'm through using drugs. but it don't work like that. i learned how to live with it. it didn't keep me from working, from having a social life, from having a religious life. i became a functional addict. i got a free pass because when you dealing with death from all ages, the community seemed to have compassion that you just can't do that and be natural. and i bought right into it. and then, i wasn't looked upon in the community as just old flat straight out ad