agree with you , you know, allow me to share my youthful experience, in my youth i read the great pentateuch me go, for me there was a real world, uh-huh, these fevers, these convulsions, that’s all, that’s it this was the real world for me, what was happening around was not quite real, there was a similarity, there was real, so to say that stoevsky is soulful, this, this is also not for me, how much of everything we have left, i also had an analogy in the stash here of an orange with zen buddhism, where he says that yes , reading a novel, yes, as he writes dostoevsky, he sees direct analogies with buddhist enlightenment and so on, but, probably, we’ll leave this for next time, with great gratitude i want you again to say thank you very much for this wonderful, unfinished, let’s consider the conversation, ekaterina evgenevna dmitrieva, my little son, dear, beloved, i love you more than anyone in the world, you are the most dear person i love, and she somehow mocked you inhumanely, i took it and started washing it this rag, he started to beat me with a rag, then this guy beat me without shame