i will be railroaded straight to pentonville.ere all along, and by "one," i mean me. careful, henrik. the winds could change for you, as well. or have they already? ♪ [ sighs ] so, how you feeling? i feel good. i-i just really want to get out of here. right. i-i'm sure you wish you could take donna with you. [ sighs ] more than anything. i mean, don't get me wrong, i'm so happy and grateful that she's gonna make a full recovery, but the thought of leaving her here in the nicu without me -- right, but if you take her out of here before she's ready, it would be, you know... what you want, n-not necessarily what's best for her. yeah. it would be selfish for me to take donna home now, huh? right. right. you've been, you know... known to be a little selfish in other aspects of your life, but not as a mother. [ chuckles ] yeah, i would really like to believe that about myself. but we both know the truth, right? i mean, come on, jax, it's okay. you can say it. i have no idea what i'm supposed to say. if i hadn't gone back to sonny, ther