pete mackanin subbed in tommy joseph.aught up with ryan and talked to him exclusively about the day and his time in philadelphia. i asked him, what was the most emotional part of the day for him? >> i think just the video and just you know, just seeing all the fans and just my team mates and everything kind of taking it all in. just watching the video of all the different, you know, different times and different moments was what i think what got me. >> you've had a lot of great moments. moments that would force you to cry. i heard your son be darin say this is the first time he's ever seen you cry. what's up with that? >> man, it's just -- i was just all about the moment. and just, you know, i was like whatever happens, just go with it. just go with it. my emotions got me. but today was -- today was an emotional day. it was a good day to do that. you know, he saw pops cry, let's him know i'm sensitive. >> i met new 2004 i was working in st. louis, you were just working out. you were in a minor leagues. this was right here