for most of his life, peter drake lived the life of a straight man, but realized he was not being true to himself. so he sought help to remain heterosexual. >> i went through three years of conversion therapy. >> reporter: but he said the therapy actually made him feel worse. >> i was so depressed. i was nearly suicidal. >> reporter: and he said the therapy failed miserably. >> where it really started to get discouraging as we got into working to change my sexual orientation, that involves for me as a guy things like being encouraged to play sports more, as though gay men don't play sports. looking at pictures of women and trying to lust after them. >> reporter: which is why he testified before california lawmakers supporting a ban on conversion therapy for kids under 18. today the state senate approves senate bill 1172, authored by senator ted liu. los gatos psychiatrist thinks that's a good move. he says 2 american psychiatric association does not support conversion therapy. >> i think this ban will protect children and teens from engaging in something that can potentially be harmful