phillip pannell. >> this guy was holding his hands up, and i want to say that i remember them puttingoat on him, and a depiction of my brother. it made me feel angry, because i felt like it was not like they even cared and took into consideration that my mother was there. she had to go through all of this, and our family was there. >> that did something for me, when i saw that. >> i could imagine him in that coat, when that young man was the same size that he was. that really made me feel like i actually saw when he was running or something, i actually saw a version of him running with that jacket on, and he had his hands up. that's when my mind just went blank. i was in a daze, through the whole trial, i was in a daze. >> for the panels, there is a sense that the courtroom was hostile to them. it reached a breaking point when they called their own forensic experts. >> [inaudible] according to his book that is entitled gunshot wounds, mass effects of firearms, ballistics, -- [inaudible] >> i prayed that it never happened to one of them. this was not a laughing matter. there was nothin