studies major and the stuff i was reading was incomprehensible and jargon and like gnome thomas -- phnom chomsky to a person who does not understand the language. it was demoralizing. i graduated less skilled and less motivated and i was a waiter. my education was a lack of education. i was waiting tables and i finished my one shift. >> your friends would say why are you doing this? >> embarrassing and humiliating in the best main to work and then to start to pay for my own shoes. >> my parents cut me off. it was brutal i look to my father who cut me off and clarence thomas they both coincided. >> that is a good segue back to the hearing. >> but then on routine for the takedown i watch television and the sec told me this was a bad man in newspapers told me he was a bad man i remember patricia schroeder walking ... steps to say we will take a stand for sexual harassment so i watched the hearings like the spectator and i watched day one and day to and i went from wanting him to be taken down to where is the beef? said understand and i am watching or the color commentary that is on the screen to sa