in the book, you may have noticed, there's a pictorial section, and i was under contract to do 16 pages of pictures. my wife always took care of photographs and things, and so when i began to work -- she died 14 years ago and i have absolutely zero order in my home with respect to pictures, so i took two or three days out to try to find pictures that i thought they might be interested. i wanted to start with a picture of me as an eagle scout, and you may think that's absurd, but that's there for the reason that scouting began to set my values, in addition to exposing me to the mountains, which had become an obsession. but scouting began to set my values. i, as you can see, i have the eagle scout badge on. one of the merit badges -- we had to earn 21 merits -- one of them was in civics, and i learned in the civics merit badge, in a broad sense, it's the responsibility of every citizen to serve. so to answer your question, if it doesn't sound absurd to your audience, i began to think of public service, in various forms, when i was 12 or 13 years old. but then perhaps the time i really beg