platner, but, uh... i put sarah in the car and i just drove. i went to the river and stopped at a place where daniel and i used to picnic. did you call your husband? no. i didn't want him to see our baby like that. what did you do? i, i put the... tire iron into the grocery sack. i tied it around the... handle. i wrapped sarah... in a blanket, and i put her inside, and i placed it on the water, and i just... i watched... i watched while it disappeared. andrea, you had other alternatives, didn't you? there was a, uh and i listened to the parents discuss their kids. they can't move. they can't see. it made me even more determined to do what i did. why? because i loved sarah so much. i could not stand to see her suffer. nothing further. sarah wasn't showing any symptoms of tay-sachs. why didn't you wait until she did? i didn't want her to be in any pain. wasn't this as much about your pain as it was sarah's? i did it to spare sarah, not me. i will be in agony for the rest of my life. you testified that you went to the support group by yourself. wh