daniela's father, the war crippled the childhood of yarik and yana stole the future from polina oleksia sashka kira alisa millions of our other children alisa she was born in russian-occupied buchi outside the window they were shooting, but at the time of the birth i was concentrated on the birth itself, somehow we all tried not to think at all about what we have a war about what is happening outside the window and were concentrated on the very births. we had such a team, three of them were neighbors, a doctor-therapist, a designer and a housewife. we had candles placed on the sides because, well, electricity nothing happened, she was born in the neighbor's house and was not breathing. i have tears in my eyes. i don't understand. am i crying because of the joy that i gave birth? am i crying because i don't know what will happen to her ? i'm lying there and you understand that i just can't do anything, that means they're knocking on my feet, pulling my legs, screaming there, alice alice and odin, at one moment she already cried, she was laid on top of me, she was fighting here in my brother's room, there