our correspondent porus lee spoke to a former i.d.f. officer about his experiences in garza more generally and the current tensions. when i'm seeing what's happening now in the gaza border it's killing me from the inside because you know i'm thinking. about what i read through and about the friends i lost fighting for this country for our robes and jews in the same way. i'm asking myself sometimes if it will all to last part of your hands to the last part of your body the last part of your soul if this situation will continue and i'm uncertain myself every single time that yes as if she spent 6 years in the israeli army 3 of them in gaza where he commanded 130 combat soldiers and i.e.d. improvised explosive device ended his service and almost his life it was 6 in the morning idea of tanks were waiting to return to israeli territory and because of sniper threats xiv advanced alone to open the gate separating gaza and israel the id blew up in his face i opened my eyes and you know the pain filled my body and i medically noticed that there