hustle they've created where you get all these wealthy people to come and feel constantly and propecia lee in secure like they're always missing the best party like something's happening in. some room that they're not part of and i connect that to this amazing speech that c.s. lewis gave in one thousand nine hundred five called the inner ring and he talks about the seductiveness of wanting to be on the inside of the inner ring of walking into a room when two people are having a conversation and they hush and they stop talking as soon as you walk in he says if you ever experience that you've experienced the pull of the inner ring of wanting to be on the inside of it and he says that will in your life be the source of most of moral corruption that happens to you and the meritocracy in the current structure of the elite are nothing if not a series of perpetual earrings and you talk about. vision talked about those parts and you write about how apartheid not only corrupted the average person and south africa it it ultimately destroyed or badly corrupted anyway the elites how is that happening