should be, the very choice of this essay was not accidental, because this is the only score by pyotr ivichaikovskyng his lifetime, so the study of what happened is essentially such a detective story, it became the subject of my scientific research when i went on the first course student, i i went to klin to the house of the tchaikovsky museum to work with the sketches, which are stored there in full, and then the next stage is belovik, manuscripts, an autograph, the entire score, which is stored in the library of the muriensky theater, that’s actually how i got acquainted with this text and that’s how he entered my life forever, the more i live, the more i believe that everything is absolutely natural, but it’s just...... humanly speaking, it’s so naive to imagine that, why not some - another essay, why exactly this, you know, then of course, there are those here, amazing feelings cover you, it’s as if some kind of circle of life is closing from the beginning , probably new stages are opening up, or maybe this is a sign to come back and hear something new there, discover something new , something