i mean, my parents started to do raise me as raceless human beina in a white neighborhood. >> i'm sorry? >> raised me as a raceless humaa being in a white neighborhood.. and it didn't work out so well. >> raceless, well, you're much young ir. >> for me i felt completely unprepared, because i thought i was a person and got to school, kids were calling me the "n-word" and had to ask my dad what it meant? always curious about parents growing up in "negroland" and haveut moments like that they're shocked. >> most things, you are. constantly being prepared but some of ith is not spoke r spoken. it is just the intensity of youu manners and demands placed on you. this is part of a many littleook shocks. not all huge but to a child, they are. not the "n-word", subtler things because of particular protection. there were always a series of shocks. >> great question. >> how much do you tell your parents or when do you decide to hide that yourself and grapple. >> any other questions? >> piggybacking on that you were raised with two sisters. >> two sisters, yes.eren >> would the script be different