for doctor rader and her colleagues, hope is in short supply.uinely, genuinely, from the bottom of my heart, i do not want to leave. i can adapt, i can go through it, i'm resilient, i can bear it but once i realised i cannot be a well—equipped, efficient, giving doctor, i had to decide to leave. i realised that i am leaving people behind that are going to suffer. i am in a constant state of guilt. hello. the weather has thrown just about everything at us over the last week or so — heavy rain, squally winds, a bit of snow over higher ground in scotland — so what does the weekend have in store? well, actually, a return to milder conditions, some brisk winds and some rain at times, courtesy of this frontal system that you can see pushing in from the west. but it is moving quite slowly — it's running up against high pressure — so there will still be a fair amount of dry weather around through saturday and, where skies have been clear, a really chilly start across parts of eastern scotland and eastern england. that is, though, where we will see the b