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so i had to drag my body across the the bathroom floor. jasmine ralph amanda's wife, accompanies her to the memorial on the 5th anniversary of the shooting. oh, i can never, ever forgive him, ever. god forgive, but you can't forgive amongst you like me a practicing christian. she asked the murder victims what she should do through prayer i've been rainbow so that was my sign from them saying, you know, do it, do any go be any t fire, fire paramedic. go help people in this world that really need help and try to save their lives. so hopefully something like this or anything else in the world will happen. just just to be there for me. amanda followed through and successfully and training as an emergency medical technician. give me a sense of purpose to know that you know when i'm out there and i'm helping somebody, whatever the situation is, whether we have to do cpr or somebody was going to accident or an elderly maybe have fallen just to know that that they that they see us and they know that we're going to take care of them. it's just, it's just gives me just a warm feeling. and scie

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