randolph bourne. he who wounmounts a wild elepha goes where the wild elephant goes.ny wild elephants in your time? >> yeah. i'm on one now. you never know. yeah. >> do you feel like life's about mounting wild elephants, it's about taking risks? >> it can be. it can be. risk taking is a wonderful thing. you don't want to just take it just for that sake of that. i mean that can get you in trouble, you know, too. >> what's been the biggest gamble do you think you've taken with your career? >> with my career. when you first said it before you said the word career i was going to say marriage. i was deathly afraid of getting married. >> why were you? because clearly you're very good at it. >> well, i said -- you made a little bit of the quote there about the death thing, which drives my wife crazy when i say it. but my theory is that if death is the -- kind of the end of the story, like the last chapter in the story, that marriage is a giant step in that direction. because -- >> towards death. >> towards death. >> no wonder your wife doesn't like you -- >> exactly. because