the idea that rasheed was the victim, and yet in a sense rasheed joined a murderous organisation, committedlling of all those not sharing that particular brand of extreme beliefs. he was responsible for his own actions, wasn't he? yes, i don't dispute that he made that choice and that was incredibly difficult for me to comprehend, that he could hurt us so much. but i think itjust... he was completely under the influence of whoever had recruited him and under this ideology. when they are like that it's like being in an abusive relationship. you don't see it in front of you. when people state the obvious, you don't see it. it takes time to sort of unprogramme them. so i think that was the difficulty with it, and i don't dispute that he made that choice and he was ultimately responsible for that, but also, like i said, i feel he was very much sort of under the influence of these people. do you feel ashamed of him? i don't feel ashamed of him. i know i did my best until he was 18 and i did absolutely everything. he was an incredibly good boy until that point and somebodyjust ruined him, absolut

. >> our office was on the ninth floor of the rasheed hotel.ne of the tallest buildings in baghdad, so we knew whatever was going to happen, we would be able to see the drama. >> the military offensive overnight has been described as the largest, strongest attack in history. >> clearly, i have never been there, but it feels like we are in the center of hell. saddam hussein in an address to the iraqi people and arab nation says the mother of all wars has started. we told you earlier in the week that the ministry had received its own satellite dish and prior to that the foreign ministry -- we have to run. somebody is knocking on the door. we're going to hide. >> we opened the door and there were several armed iraqi security people. one of them could speak broken english. he said, what are you doing here? you should be in the bunker. i fell to my knees and said i won't go. i don't care about the danger. they looked at me disgustedly and left. so i got up and closed the dor. my colleagues emerged from hiding and we continued coverage for the next 1

detention center, feeding the 1,200 men and women incarcerated here falls to inmate workers like rasheed. in this kitchen, they learn to do things big. >> right now what i'm doing is i'm just going to boil the potatoes first, for 45 minutes or an hour. then i'm going to take them over, mash them with butter and milk. most jails use instant potatoes. we're using real potatoes here. >> conte is part of a crew that serves about 26,000 inmate meals a week. >> they order approximately 30,000 pounds of food per week. 18,000 cookies, 10,600 eight-ounce cartons of milk. approximately 1,400 pounds of sandwich meat per week. the food is prepared by inmates. every 30 days they're down here working, they could receive five days shaved off their sentence. >> i try to do my best when i cook. you know what i mean? it's not that bad. could have been worse. i've seen worse in other jails. the food is not that bad here. >> not every inmate likes the food, but it's almost gourmet when compared to a special meal the jail calls nutritional loaf. >> that's how they feed us in here. you don't want that. looks