rebecka was prescribed zoloft for the first medication. she said it didn't really make a difference. she didn't feel any better, but she also didn't feel any worse at that time. when we saw her doctor again, she switched her to prozac. shortly after, i had a business trip. i got a phone call from rebecka and she said, "i've been seeing this little girl." and i'm like, "what do you mean you've been seeing a little girl?" "she's not really there, but i can see her and i named her alice." i genuinely thought there were people in the room who weren't there, that people could also see. but... they were very real for me. she came into our bedroom late at night and she was shaking. she said, "the hallucination touched me and asked me to come into the kitchen so i could hurt myself." they said, "enough of this. she needs help." [music] i was a waitress in new york city. a pretty normal girl doing normal things, nothing exceptional, nothing not exceptional, just normal. my mind was clear. i was happy. the only little issue was i couldn't sleep. i g