the americana, and so i went down, and i knew these guys and i always admired and abby, and rememberny davis, and so on, and then of course, when they were all arrested then costa was with their lawyer, and he said would you come to chicago and sin at their trial, speak, or do whatever you are going to do, and that's when i opened my mouth and sang where have all the flowers gone. pop. and it was a guard, and the judge said we don't sing here, now i had a total memory loss then because i was always thought once the judge shut me off, i didn't talk any more, but i went on and on talking. >> you brought up your personal loss, and you have written about it and talked about it, you have share sod much of your personal private life. >> more than is probably prudent. >> well, very painful i would think to talk about some the things the alcoholism, in your family. about bloodstream bull leap yeah, the death of your son. >> that's the hardest. >> what makes an artist want to share that? >> it is a question of what makes anybody want to share it. >> if i hadn't written about my son's suicide i wouldn