forefront what they're going through i mean as i traveled across the country from los angeles to remonde and back i traveled over seven thousand miles and interviewed over twenty two individuals with specific ties to the p.t.s.d. world and what people don't know about this is quite incredible there's some significant issues going on with veterans and till we get some real help for these guys it's only going to get worse and it systemic it's systemic from the d.o.d. to the v.a. and into the soldier's personal lives we have so many things that we can address and fix for these guys and we need to start the conversation so that's what i'm hoping to do i'm hoping to start the conversation at least pushed into the forefront around this memorial day season good good for you i like that and now you've spoken to college was about as you said you're traveling across the country twenty two veterans and making mile marker and like i mentioned yourself or a veteran but what's curious what really interesting is what was the most. prizing thing that you learned to realized in the process of making this