are you jealous of it that you're not a renata in real life >> you know, i'm troubled. >> seth: yeah.at times when i run into people, i don't know if i should accept a compliment, apologize. i sometimes -- i see myself going, "she's a lot, i know. sorry. [ laughter ] as though she's my sister and not a character i play but i also realize that they'll say to me, "i mean, boy, she's really gone off the rails this time, can you believe when she -- and that's something i did when we were improvising, which means it's in my psyche. >> seth: right [ light laughter ] >> to, you know -- >> seth: so there is a little renata in there. >> i mean, clearly >> seth: yeah. >> clearly, guys, there is some renata >> seth: i feel like the thing about -- the nice thing about the way you get to be renata is you don't actually have to in your life deal with the fallout which is really that's the joy of it, i guess >> i mean, you hope not. i haven't yet had the experience where a man is looking at me across the restaurant. he's like -- oh yeah -- "big little lies" is not happening. >> seth: you guys ---- l