i caught up with them afterwards in italy, a lot of them said, you know, if we could go back to restrepond we would all do it tomorrow and we thought, we don't wanting to back to america, we wanting to back to war and all of a sudden they thought about ellis and the captives and i thought, what is it about modern society that's so unappealing even for people that have enjoyed safety of its comforts. >> you say in here talking about war, when you receive your draft card vietnam had ended and you said that i had no problem with fighting a war, i just didn't trust, trust my government to send me to one that was completely necessary, you then quote your father and this is a quote i will remember forever saying i'm sure you know what it is, but you asked him about this and he was very antivietnam and he said, you don't owe your country nothing, you owe it something and depending on what happens you might owe it your life. talk to me about your dad and the meaning of that quote. >> yeah, he grew up in france and he came here during the war as germans were rolling, he got to this country and tr