>> you know, when things like this come up, you tend to get retriggered and you can go there in your mind, but i try to focus on the present and not to live in the past as much, but it is definitely a challenge. i am grateful and i definitely wake up every day being grateful that i'm alive and i am here, sitting here. >> you are proof that these young ladies, that they can go on and lead a life, as normal as a life can be after that. i will ask your advice to them a little later. let's talk about your story quickly. did you even know that you had been taken or had been kidnapped from your mother because this was your baby-sitter and you were so young. >> well, yes. you know, my reasoning didn't grow until i grew older, but i knew something was bizarre because the way the situations we were in and living and the life-style that we had, and it was very difficult. we didn't have anything as so to speak a normal life, and we didn't live like most people did. we were in hiding. we lived in hiding my entire childhood and many different names. it was a challenge. so as i grew older, i becam