i didn't know what it meant but she had no special i thought reverenrce. i was more likely to read underground newspapers or comic books or other things than the basis. i was enlisted at the end of '92 and my wife francois was brought in later. when francois and i got back from ground zero -- >> you lived near ground zero? >> about ten blocks from ground zero. we saw the plane going into the building. went running downtown, managed to extricate our daughter and started walking up the west sidesidehe esplanade as the other tower fell. as soon as we were back in any kind of phone contact there is a message for francois saying, get up here we're putting out a special issue. i didn't know what to do but figured out what a cover might be and between francois and me covered that black on back cover. that cover looked black on black, but you could see the phantom limb, the ghost of the towers that had just fallen. the only clue was a pierced cover. >> what were you trying to say on that? was there something you were trying to say? >> in a moment where most any im