one of those is rhian mannings, who has received an mbe.n, just five days later, her husband paul took his own life. rhian went on to set up the charity 2 wish upon a star, which helps families dealing with the sudden death of a child or young adult. here's rhian talking to prince william about grief and loss, before she ran the london marathon in 2017. you try and understand your emotions a lot more than probably someone who has lived life without any issues and that is quite critical because explaining what those emotions mean because once you start rationalising them, i because once you start rationalising them, lam really because once you start rationalising them, i am really angry, because once you start rationalising them, lam really angry, i'm down, then you can kind of rationalising and deal with it. like you said, the shockis and deal with it. like you said, the shock is the biggest thing. i still feel 20 years later, i still have shot within me. people go shop cannot last that long but it does, you never get over it. it is such an