with sharks in a cage with richard e grant? it was humiliating.le don't mind eating bugs, or showing their insides inside of a house. that is when i knew this was going to have to change career. this is important — why on earth did ruby wax say yes to celebrity shark bait? because i was so addicted to being famous. it becomes an addiction, you don't even have to do anything for a living. people say one line — you want a cup of tea? you want a lie down? you are infa ntilised. you haven't got the muscle to even do a job. you say it was the lowest of the low. no, that's not why i left. at a certain age, you betterjump to the next invention of yourself. unfortunately, we live so long, you know, itjust goes on and on and on. you know, ishould have been dead by now. you have to do something else to keep the brain going. you consciously thought you were going to change and reinvent yourself. and i'm going to get smart. when i was young, because of the trauma, i couldn't remember things. so i didn't really read, i was terrible in school, because when you