riched hundley says her life has never been the same. >> for me, the experience o car not only the 11,000 people who live in the city but their sa b just feeling like i was personally responsible for everybody. >> reporter: during tonight's ceremony, they rang the town hall bell 44 times in honor of the people who were killed in the northern california firestorm, and for those who survived, but lost their homes, it's still difficult adjusting to not having the same home anymore. >> fire brain, as a friend of mine calls it, who lost her house and she goes around and she reaches for things that she's been reaching for, for her whole life, and they're not there. >> reporter: margie maynard helped organize tonight's event which includes the dedication of the love culture outside city hall. ♪ lord, we bless your name >> reporter: music and prayer was a major part of the gathering at cardinal newman high school in santa rosa. first responders from across the north bay were honored and people who survived shared their stories. >> your finances change, the way that you structured your life in eve