it was an all-consuming addiction for him. >> rifkin drops out of college.moves back in with his parents, barely supporting himself with odd jobs. all of his time and money go to feed his addiction. >> how did it make you feel to go? because ultimately you kept doing this. >> right. >> i mean you wept on and on and on. >> well, it went from an occasional tension reliever, just curiosity to, yeah, every paycheck. >> right. >> there was a time where if i cashed my check on a thursday, i had to get a full tank of gas that day, get whateverer rands i had to get done before friday because by monday, it would be, you got five bucks so i can get a tank of gas? >> we know what you were doing. i'm asking you why. why did you go back? how did it make you feel to be with the prostitutes? >> just a lot less tense, a lot less lonely. >> what about control? what about controlling the event? >> no. it was -- they were more in control than i was. >> he never saw himself as being in control, even though he had the money, he was making the choices, he could say yes or no. i w

. >>> you are about to enter the "criminal mindscape" of joel rifkin. >> when you were strengthing themou looking at them? >> some i were, some i wasn't, some i was looking out the window, some i was just staring off into space. >> he brutally strangles 17 women, dumping bodies and body parts all over the new york metropolitan area. >> joel rifkin has told police he's a serial killer. >> as time progressed he was killing more women with greater frequency and still getting away with it.

rifkin for example who chairs the intelligence and security committee that's supposed to oversee all this secret stuff he's actually also employed by a financial services firm that works for defense contractors so you can see what's happened here is we're losing any kind of proper democratic oversaw of these intelligence services and that's what one of the things that has started to really expose if i were him i would actually be thinking about maybe not going to south america as others have done but looking at iceland iceland has got a couple of very useful institutions there is the immediate i double m.r.i. which is the iceland's modern media institute which has been set up specifically by the thingy the icelandic parliament to. protect whistleblowers and to make sure that iceland is seen as a safe haven is also the associated whistleblowing press in iceland to the awb these are really great institutions which are starting to emerge now in europe as a resistance to the intelligence both the military industrial complex and the financial cults in the european world taking over so muc