but rigormortis set in. it was like hard and cold, you know what i'm saying? cornered, i went down into a cul-de-sac. so i'm like, i'm going full speed away. so i rammed the car right through the roadblock, boom! >> mother [ bleep ]! >> don't you [ bleep ] move! >> get out of the car! get out of the car! >> as officers attempt to subdue him, they have no idea that the passenger is deceased. >> woke up in the hospital. i'm like this, prosecutor is over there, i'm all stitched up and i'm on tv. i'm like, what the [ bleep ] did i just do? >> he was treated at the hospital and returned to the prison from which he had been paroled. three months later, he was transferred to the bergen county jail to stand trial for first degree murder. during his first few weeks here, he was housed in the medical unit under suicide watch. >> after being here for about three weeks, he was able to convince the doctor he wasn't suicidal. that's when we placed him in population and high security. shortly after, maybe within an hour or so, he attempted to kill himself by utilizing a razo