rikke, do you hear me? and she blinked. do you understand what i'm saying? and she blinked again.breakthrough. it was, the most wonderful momentlj there. that is a breakthrough. it was, the most wonderful moment. i am going to gallop through much of the book now. what you have described to what you see now could not be more different. you have lost the ends of some of yourfingers different. you have lost the ends of some of your fingers and you are co mforta ble some of your fingers and you are comfortable with the camera showing that. when your body shut down in that. when your body shut down in that catastrophic first few days they started to die effectively. how have you managed to recover to this level? yes... and look at the smile on yourface, it is level? yes... and look at the smile on your face, it is extraordinary. through will, hope and peter. those things have carried me through. when i could not carry my own hope, peter did it for me. it is so important to have somebody close to you who can do that for you because you are not able to do it by yourself all the time. but