robert hadden.putable. back then, anyway. i felt privileged almost to be under their care. the father and i met with robert hadden and he seemed like a grandpa, like a santa claus type. soft, mild, you know, unassuming . the reputation was there. he was protected by the university hospital. we decided to go with that. i had not given it a not that he was a man, seeing a man. i was concerned with the safety of this fetus and seeing that everything was ok. so we were off to the races with him. i guess it was late october, i don't remember exactly when, and he began the treatment. i had a series of genetic testing and we learned the fetus was completely healthy and we were fine and we decided, let's do this. we began. because i was geriatric, because i had all of these things, my main concern was her heartbeat and her health. as you mentioned, there were a couple of instances while i was very pregnant -- it was sort of an afterthought. i said to myself the first time, that felt strange. but again, i wa